Concerning my Godmodding. This is for all of you.
I’m completely serious when I say this, to the people who I’ve offended and inconvenienced, I am sorry for manipulating like that. I learned what godmodding was and realized alot of the shit I was doing was absolutely WRONG and disrespectful to you guys in this group. This family that I affiliated myself with.
When I was apart of FE last year, none of us really did like the illustrated stories we extensively do now. And when I come back and see all the stuff going on now, I got a bit confused as to what was going on, so I tried my best to follow along with what everyone was doing with their stories. I’ve never really done RPing with any other groups than FE. But I finally realize whats wrong, and it was me. I was the one that brought the group down and I pushed everyone away without realizing it, and I feel that all of you are undeserving of this. I’m thinking about shutting down this Ike blog for good this time. Sometimes I can just act stupid without knowing it, but by not realizing this sooner, I now know that I’ve pissed off a lot of people just by being me, instead of being IKE.
So in the end, I’m fine if you guys choose whether or not to forgive me. And I won’t ask for you to forgive my actions, but for you just to know that I am sincerely and completely sorry for what I’ve done.
You guys can rant or state the things I pissed you off with on this post. I’m completely fine with it. Its better for me in the long run to know what exactly I did wrong, and what I should do to change, rather than being left in the dark about it.
I’m not apart of the role play you are in but I just want to say something.
I don’t think you should just up and run off and shut down your account. No one can be perfect. Everyone makes mistakes, and not may do apologize for what they have done. For you to do that is a big thing. You knew you did something wrong. You should try to reason with those who you have hurt, and they shall perhaps forgive you.
If people are going to rant to you about what you have done, then they need to grow up a little, sorry to those, and need to realize what you are trying to do. You love all these people and they are like a family to you, and it seems like they see you the same way. You have been apart of the role play the longest, minus Soren, and most look up to you. Please don’t let those who have not forgiven you to let you make a mistake of leaving. It would sadden all those who enjoy talking with you.
You are the older me, and I look up to you as well. Please don’t let me down.
